&& i used to love everything about him the way he smiled the way he laughed the way he looked at me. But now i hate it all, ever since he met her. i hate the way he smiles when he's around her i hate the way he laughs when she says something funny. i even hate the way he looks at her. because he used to look at me the same exact way.At first, you think it's great that you're talking to him again. But then-- you start talking about things that happened before... Bringing back old memories... && Then you realize how much you really miss him && you get to thinking && you really want him back. But then you remember ;; he doesn't need you like you need him... && it hurts.
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

IM A WOMAN NOT A PIECE OF MEAT


 

iM S0o0o0o0o0o0o SiCK 0F GUYS
MEETiNG ME T0 BEC0ME "C00L"THEN
AT THE END 0F THE DAY THEY SiT THERE
AND TALK AB0UT H0W THEY WANT T0
FUCK AND SATiSFY ME... =/
FUCK THAT SHiT!!
THEY CAN'T SEE THAT iM A W0MAN AND N0T S0ME
LiTTLE FAST ASS H0E
0R BETTER YET JUST A PiECE 0F MEAT
T0 ME, iT MAKES ME FEEL S0 L0W...
i KN0W i SH0ULDNT LET iT GET T0 ME THiS BAD
BUT WHEN iT HAPPENS WiTH M0RE THAN 0NE GUY
iT HURTS...

i LiKE WH0 i AM...
iN FACT i L0VE WH0 i AM
i WAS T0LD i SH0ULD THiNK AB0UT WHAT i D0
AND CHANGE S0ME 0F THE THiNGS i D0 AND SAY
WHEN iM AR0UND PE0PLE
i D0NT KN0W WHAT i HAVE T0 CHANGE
0R WHY??
SH0ULDNT GUYS LiKE ME F0R WH0 i AM
WHY SH0ULD i CHANGE MYSELF JUST S0 S0MEB0DY ELSE
CAN ACCEPT ME??
BECAUSE iF THEY ACCEPT THE CHANGED ME
THEN THEY ARENT EXCEPTiNG ME F0R ME...
AND iTS BECAUSE iM S0o0o0o0o0o0o FRiENDLY
GUYS SEE iT AS FLiRTiNG WHEN iTS N0T AT ALL!!!
BUT THEN iTS LiKE iF Y0UR A BiTCH GUYS ARE G0NNA PERCEiVE Y0U T0 BE A C0NCEiTED BiTCH...
S0 iTS LiKE WE ARE STUCK
EiTHER BE FRiENDLY AND WANT T0 BE
FUCKED BY EVERY FUCKiNG GUY
0R BE A BiTCH AND C0ME 0FF AS A C0NCEiTED BiTCH...

i GUESS iLL JUST ST0P THE HUGS
AND JUST SAY HEY FR0M FAR AWAY??
i GUESS iLL ST0P DANCiN 0N GUYS AT THE CLUBS AND PARTiES
AND JUST DANCE WiTH MY FRiENDS AND MYSELF LiKE i ALWAYS D0
i GUESS iLL MiNiMiZE ALL THE GUYS i HANG 0UT WiTH...
0R MAYBE iLL JUST TURN LESBiAN AND iT'LL
JUST S0LVE MY PR0BLEMS...
GUYS THiNK WiTH THE WR0NG FUCKiN HEAD...
AND MAYBE 0NE DAY THiNGS WiLL MAGiCALLY CHANGE
AND US W0MEN WiLL GET THE RESPECT WE DESERVE...
THATS ALL i WANT iS RESPECT...
iS iT REALLY THAT MUCH T0 ASK??


i GUESS iT iS....


Thursday, March 13, 2008

random survey

 ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I have collected comic books.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[x] I curse regularly.

[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am sometimes self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.

[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. good stuff
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] i am really ticklish.
[ ] I've seen a therapist.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] i sometimes bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games
[ ] I watch cartoons.
[ ] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[ ] Been to any other countries besides the united states..
[ ] I had a serious surgery
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] I have kissed a stranger
[ ] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[] Been arrested
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Swore at your parents
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[ ] Played spin the bottle
[ ] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten somebody
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan.
[ ] Ridden in a taxi
[] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[] Stole something from your job

[ ] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Saw someone die
[ ] Been to Africa
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Been on a plane
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Eaten Sushi
[ ] Been snowboarding
[ ] Been Skiing
[ ] Been to a motor cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[x ] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college
[ Done hard drugs
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now
[] Smoked a cigarette
[x] Made out with a member of the same sex

[ ] Purposely set a part of myself on fire
[ ] Purposely hurt myself
[ ] Been in an abusive relationship
[x] Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.
[x] Made a snow angel

[ ] Had a tea party
[x] Flown a kite
[x] Built a sand castle
[x] Gone puddle jumping
[x] Played dress up
[x] Jumped into a pile of leaves
[x] Gone sledding
[x] Cheated while playing a game
[x] Been lonely
[x] Fallen asleep at work/school
[x] Watched the sun set
[ ] Felt an earthquake

[ ] Been robbed
[x] Been misunderstood
[ ] Won a contest

[ ] Been suspended from school

[x] Had braces

[ ] Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
[ ] Had deja vu
[ ] kissed someone in the pouring rain
[x] Hated the way you look
[ ] Pole danced
[x] Questioned your heart
[ ] Been obsessed with post-it notes
[ ] Squished barefoot through the mud
[x] Been lost
[ ] Been to the opposite side of the country
[x] Swam in the ocean
[x] Felt like dying
[x] Cried yourself to sleep

[ ] Played cops and robbers
[ ] Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
[ ] Sung karaoke
[ ] Paid for a meal with only coins
[ ] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[ ] Made prank phone calls
[ ] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[x] Blown bubbles

[ ] Made a bonfire on the beach
[ ] Crashed a party
[x] Gone rollerskating
[x] Had a wish come true

[ ] Worn pearls
[ ] Jumped off a bridge
[] Ate dog/cat food
[ ] Told a complete stranger you loved them
[x] Kissed a mirror
[x] Sang in the shower
[x] Had a dream that you married someone

[ ]Glued your hand to something
[ ] Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
[ ] Kissed a fish
[x] Worn the opposite sexes clothes
[x] Sat on a roof top
[x] Screamed at the top of your lungs

[ ]Done a one-handed cartwheel
[x]Talked on the phone for more then 6 hours
[x] Stayed up all night

[ ] Didn’t take a shower for a week.
[x] Climbed a tree
[ ] Had a tree house
[ ] Are scared to watch scary movies
[ ] Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say        
[ ] Played chicken
[x] Pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
[ ] Been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger
[x] Been easily amused
[ ] Caught a fish then ate it
[x] Caught a butterfly
[ ] Laughed so hard you cried
[ ] Cried so hard you laughed
[ ] Had someone moon/flash you
[x] Cheated on a test
[x] Had a Britney Spears CD
[x] Forgotten someone’s name

[ ] French braided someone’s hair
[ ] Grown a beard

 

god im bored.
i cant wait till  spring break next week hell yea baby
ive got surprises<333.iloveyou.

edit::
next tuesday... a little get together breakfast with lindsay
would be wonderful. i hope it happens<33


Monday, August 21, 2006

So....what can I say? my summar was  abso-fucking-lutely amazing. Not one way this summer could have been any better, met so many amazing people, hung out with my incredible friends, and got closer with some pretty great people I didn't know so well before. AMAZING. Hands down I bet my summer kicked your summer's ass, not to sound conceited or anything, sorry

And honestly, I'm pretty excited for senior year. Somewhat new look and new attitude and just a whole lot of new. Fuck the drama why even think about it starting? I'm not worried cuz I'm out of it all, always, not for me.

My life is amazing at the moment.  I don't remember the last time I felt this good. And that's for real. I've got so much going for me and I've gotten rid of what I need to, and I've stuck to what I do need. Things are looking up so big right now and I don't want to let this feeling fall.

The people that were bringing me down are no longer around to do so and it helps so much. I really have not one complaint at the moment. I've finally done it, kids. I AM HAPPY.

Who ever would have thought those words would come from me, right? But they have, and I mean it. Truly happy. And I couldn't ask for more.

So with this note, I leave you, I'm not sure if I'll be back, I hope everyone enjoys their senior year, freshmen year in college, whatever it is, live it up, no holds barred. (I think that's how it goes).

All I've got to say this year is: no regets. And I'm already working on getting rid of my first ;)

I'm making up for the past 3 years with this year. It's going to be insane.

So like I said, I'm not sure if I'll be back to Xanga, so you can now find me at myspace. www.myspace.com/perfectlyf1awed.

 

<3


Tuesday, July 18, 2006

 

 

 

 

 

1)   A) Students to plan to obtain ONLY a certificate do not need to take the TASP test. Students who plan to obtain a degree from HCC must either take the TASP or be classified as TASP exempt there are not that many entrance requirements for the Audio Program at HCC. But because of prerequisites in subsequent semesters, it is a good idea for beginning students to enroll in these courses in their first semester of classes.

o        1 RTVB 1409 Recording I

o        2 MUSC 1331 Electronic Music MIDI I

o        4 RTVB 1421 Survey of Video

              B) A student may not enroll in any upper division course, completion of which would give the student 60 or more college-level semester credit hours or the equivalent until the student's performance in the TASP test meets or exceeds the minimum standards in all test sections (reading, writing, and math. The student may continue to enroll in lower division or pre-collegiate courses only.

 

       C) The math major requires 34 credit hours of mathematics, in addition to Smith College requirements and a second major. ($1,127)

 

2)

A) The FOS courses will be transferred to a Texas public higher educational institution and must be substituted for that institution’s lower division requirements in the degree program containing the field of study. The student shall receive full academic credit for the transferred FOS courses in the related university degree program. HCCS has developed specialized transfer plans for specific majors and for specific universities. Students should obtain appropriate transfer plans including FOS courses from a counselor.

 

B) Successful completion of MATH 1305 or 1313 with a grade of C or better

 
         C) The choice of either the annual tuition rate ($465) or the guaranteed four-year tuition rate for entering freshmen ($547 for 4 years, $563 for 5 years); returning and transfer students $518 for 2 years, $532 for 3 years.



   D) Required Academic Core*

ENGL 1301

Composition I

3

ENGL 1302

Composition II

3

ENGL

Literature

     3

 

 

Mathematics

1314, 1316, 1324, 1325, 1342, 2312, 2413, 2414, 2415; PHIL 2303; PSYC 2317

6

Natural Science

with lab

4

History

(choose two)

6

 

HIST 1301, 1302, 2301

 

GOVT 2301

Government I

3

GOVT 2302

Government II

3

Fine Arts

(choose 3 hours) Any 3 semester hour ARTS; DANC; DRAM; MUAP, MUSI, MUSC or MUSP course

3

Social/Behavioral Science

(choose one) ANTH 2302, 2346, 2351; ECON 2301, 2302; GEOG 1300, 1303

3







 

3)   

A) For 15 school hours I would pay $735for my classes in state/district.
 

B) in as little as 3 years, a Devry University degree can put you in the hottest career fields today Biotechnology, Computers, Business, and Technology.
 

 C) Science degree is awarded in technical and occupational areas. Courses and programs are divided into ten clusters: Business, Marketing, and Management; Commercial Arts; Engineering-Related Technologies; Health Sciences; Human Development; Information Technologies; Manufacturing and Construction Trades; Public Service Careers; Science Technologies; and Transportation. Degree requirements include general education courses and specific occupation-related courses.

D) The job market is about a developing a plan for your success.

 

                                         SUMMARY

 

 

4) I learned that this is how the real world would be like if I do not put a little more effort in all my work, because my mom and dad are not always going to be waiting on me head and foot till the day I die I need to help, them thank for everything they did for me. I also learned to be thankful to the people that offer me help when they know I need it. I plan to pay for my entrance through a student loan because by the time I’m out there I’ll be making enough money for me and my whole entire family.


Saturday, June 17, 2006

 



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